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38 years and 14 minutes

Part of Slice of Life Tuesday Slices on Two Writing Teachers!
Join in and write on Tuesdays!

when I was 9
the summer after fourth-grade
I moved far away
heartbroken to leave my best friend
We met, you know, when I was 3 and she was 4.
she hid in her car sobbing
while we packed the moving truck in my driveway
I rode away sobbing
kept sobbing every night of fifth-grade
that was almost 40 years ago
Would it make me seem younger if I said that was over 30 years ago?
38 years
between then and now
I moved back
we went to college together
she moved away
there have been visits
phone calls
FaceTimes
and today as I drove
14 minutes from my house
to help unpack her moving truck
here
Just 14 minutes from my house.
I wondered two things
Would it help if I could tell 9 year-old me it’s going to be okay – What’s a
few decades and miles between old friends. Also be patient.

and
hear me out here
What is it that my future self wants to tell my today self will be okay?


A Slice of Where?

Part of Two Writing Teachers’ Slice of Life.
I’m writing on as many Tuesdays as I can… join me!

Where does your writing come from?

Sometimes
I catch a line
a phrase
something someone
says
or sometimes some
rhymes
sometimes
my fingers
wiggle
Wiggle?
Do real writers use words like wiggle?

Would you prefer
joggle
squirm
jiggle?
My fingers want to
write
so they move
hopping
hoping a keyboard materializes
by the time my brain realizes
how to possibly process
what made me laugh
or cry or
most
maybe most likely
made me angry
one day I’ll write about the breeze that
floats through the trees in my backyard
makes you believe those people who talk to trees
I’ll find a way to describe the bird songs so
you hear them
the way they interrupt each other
just in time
so the short quick repeating
chirp chirp chirp chirps don’t act like an alarm
but a melody
until then
I’ll just notice things,
my fingers will
joggle
I’ll write the words when
I can catch them.

What Do You Notice?

What do you notice on a spring
afternoon
after school?
Of course I noticed flowering trees
in splendid pinks that if painted would be critiqued
not realistic enough
the grass is green
It’s spring
the grass is long
I need to mow

Also the clerk at Trader Joe’s said
“Awww
I’m going to miss you-
I liked talking to you”
as she loaded my last bag in my cart
handed me my receipt
and I thought that even though my teens don’t
exactly like to chat
at least someone likes talking to me

I saw people drive by in a Volkswagen convertible beetle
top down
in the front seat was an older man
holding a wooden pirate ship
almost exactly matching one
my son got at an antique store years ago
that my other son recently took a picture of
on top of an amazon box
to use as a metaphor for a school assignment
and I thought that if someone is trying to send me a sign
with pirate ships
that is kind of confusing

On my walk through the park there was a kid
maybe eight years old
scooting his scooter around the track
staring up at the blue sky
there were clouds — but the pretty kind
He exclaimed
“This
is
America!”
at least I thought he did
I was listening to my audiobook

What do you notice on a spring
afternoon
after school?

This is April and today’s poetry was inspired by Ethical ELA’s Things to do: Write a Poem

Recess in Color

There’s so much brown mulch
Mulch stays on the ground, friends.
but there are little piles of mulch
on swings and slides
hidden in the crevices of the climbing logs
The logs are brown too
wood on wood is hard to see
but there are little piles of mulch

The gray track winds
around
crosses over the blacktop
and back down
a baby hill
Yes you can walk the track, friends.

Later we will line up to go inside,
along the black fence
For now jackets gather there
because it’s spring
Aren’t you cold, friends?
no matter the temperature they will take their coats off
when the sun is shining in April

That’s where the color starts to pop
Make sure you get your coats on the way in, friends!
purple jacket on the ground
a red sleeve
peeking out from under
a blue coat slung over the fence
a green hood
hanging on

It’s April, and I’m trying to write poetry. This is inspired by EthicalELA Color in Nature

Up Ahead

Up ahead
I saw a tree with
blooming branches
hanging over the sidewalk
I thought
there’s a tree
a spring tree
with blooming branches
just hanging over the sidewalk
and then I searched
for more blooms
the forsythia are ending
it seems
but there are buds
on trees
to marvel at
and that
blooming tree
up ahead


It’s April! That means, Poetry!

Tulips for Mary

Tulips for Mary

They filled the vases with tulips, red, orange, yellow, bright
Her favorite flowers, of course they bloomed in spring
The bouquets now brought a sort of comfort to the night

There were candles, too, flickering a calming light
Pictures laid on tables, memories of everything
They filled the vases with tulips, red, orange, yellow, bright

Tall candlesticks she painted, colorful with height
People in a line, hoping company could lessen the sting
The bouquets now brought a sort of comfort to the night

Her favorite orange, in tulips signify a zest for life
And she would want us to wear joy, not a mourning ring
They filled the vases with tulips, red, orange, yellow, bright

Tulips are for those you love with all your might
For husbands, wives, siblings and offspring
The bouquets now brought a sort of comfort to the night

Tulips lined the funeral home, to remind all to delight
Grieving loved ones swirled out the door, her life celebrating
They filled the vases with tulips, red, orange, yellow, bright
The bouquets now brought a sort of comfort to the night

It’s April, so I’m writing. Today from an EthicalELA prompt from a few days ago: Villanelle on the Vine It’s not perfect, but it’s my first Villanelle. And since I grew up with Mary as my second mom, mom of my best friend, and I can remember her telling me my drawings didn’t need to be perfect, I think she would be okay with me just giving this a solid try.

Oops

Oh Shit.
I forgot how to write poetry.
There used to be a way I could
string
words
down
the
page
so they said
exactly what I wanted them to say

What a
time
to forget
how to write poetry —
It’s poetry
MONTH

Damn
that’s bad timing
especially because I have big things to say
writing them though?
that feels whiny
annoying
trite
stupid
because
what kind of
string
of
words
could
possibly articulate
what I
want
to
say?

Teenagers

I wonder if the teenage me would laugh
(or cringe, I guess)
at how often I am standing in my kitchen
making tea, pouring seltzer, doing dishes
in my pajamas
always in my pajamas
when a gaggle of teenage boys walks through
chats for just a polite minute
before going to hang out
upstairs or downstairs

Look Closely

A snapshot
of a happy time
I remember smiles and laughter
But this snapshot?
Oh my God
my face
why am I making that face?
my arms
why am I slouching?
I don’t remember slouching
One time I read that others
see us in movement
love us in movement
we see ourselves in still pictures
where we focus too much
on each part
where it’s easy to criticize
each part
We would love ourselves
if we saw ourselves
in movement
like the rest of the world
like we love others
So that is what I tell myself
as I close the picture
and decide to either
hide from cameras
always
or just never look at any
snapshots
of myself
ever
again

It’s April so I am writing poetry. Today’s poem is inspired by Look Closely on EthicalELA

Depending on When You Met Me

Depending on when you met me
I’ve been
a daughter, a sister, a friend
a girlfriend, a wife –
until that came to an end
I’ve been a mother, now I’ll always be one

Depending on when you met me
I might have been a new mom, a mom of 1 or 2 or 3
A mom of young kids, home on family rearing leave,
or teaching, somehow teaching with babies at home.
If you didn’t meet me then, you wouldn’t have known –
My kids used to love to hang out with me, before they were grown

Depending on when you met me?
I mean, wow. Me?
I’ve been a babysitter, a daycare worker, a teacher, of course
a coach.
until that came to an end
then a teacher again
somewhere in there my kids grew up and my husband betrayed me

Depending on when you met me
I might have been crying a lot
or laughing a lot
writing a lot
I bet you want more details
Depending on when you met me

It’s April, so I’m writing poetry. Inspiration today from Depending When You Met Me on EthicalELA