Are You Supposed to Like, Write?

wait
are you supposed to
write when you’re like
angry?
I forget sometimes
weird,
since it’s been
so many times, asking for
you to read between the lines

should I speak
frankly?
or wait until I’m less cranky?
like if I feel
I don’t know
like
betrayed
(not the affair charade)
being played while others watch
the masquerade
there’s disquiet
should I be quiet?

should I button my lips
wait for the bag of tricks to
pass?
what if
like
the person who wronged me
reads what I
write about them?
then they’d know what they
like did
what I
condemn
what then?